Hands of Time

Hands of Time

Wish I could turn back the hands of time,

Maybe then I'd find out the reason why

You're not mine

For all the years I've spent trying, dying

Wondering if it's worth the fight

I'm not lying

Or maybe this is the way it was meant to be

Maybe I'm the classic sucker

Falling hopelessly

I can't seem to keep a guard built

A fortress wall

To repel the guilt

The hurt and the pain

The shame that's been caused

I wonder if it was even worth it all

But I shouldn't

Never should really think of it that way

Because I don't regret

No, not to this day

I loved you so much and everything we had

I loved it all, babe

And I swear I meant nothing bad

You were great

And we were great

There's nothing I would change

No matter how much I had to suffocate

Battles gone

We're waging wars

I sometimes wonder

What was it like before

Before we grew vile

Before we got numb

Before the pain and suffering

And the feeling that comes

When we shout

When we cry

When we're out and about

And we feel the need to die

But we can't

We won't survive

This feeling I have

Takes the life I can't revive

I'm sorry for whatever I've caused

I'm sorry for anything you've lost

I'm sorry for how the way I've been

Towards you, towards everything

Maybe if I turn back the hands of time

Maybe then I'd find out the reason you're not mine

But I don't need that

I don't need those powers

I don't need the reminder of what I lost

Of what was once ours

I'm still sorry for everything

Even if you forgive me

Because I can't replace the hurt

I can only start with a new beginning

All of it, with you, here

If you were only here to start

But since you're not...

Because you're not really here...

I'm glad you're in a better place

While I'm here, stuck with the fear

Of never loving again...

Of never losing again

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough

But I'm glad you're able to love again

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