It's What You Do To Me

Feb 23 2013

"It's What You Do To Me"

Words, sweet words

Make it all worth

My while

And all that I've learned

About that smile

Making me weak...

To the point that I can't speak

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You've got me winding up while I'm falling down

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And you, oh you

Giving me the run around

Like you do

Seeing is believing

Well, girl, you got me dreaming

I can't pinpoint the meaning

But I like what you do

And you're making me weak

To the point that I can't speak

It's what you do to me...

Baby's got me winding up while I'm falling down

Deeper, it seems

Every time that I turn around, you're playing me good

Keep changing the mood, And I understood

The game is what we're playing

But, girl, you've got me saying things I've been delaying

With my heart on my sleeve

It's not easy for me, to make me believe,

That something like you exists for someone like me

It's not the same

Game I usually play

It's different today

I think that time will tell

If this is really

For real

And what do I feel?

Tell me, what can I say?

The feeling I get from you is growing each day

 

With words, sweet words

Making it worth

My while

And all that I've learned

About that smile

You're making me weak

To the point that I can't speak

It's what you do to me...

Baby's got me winding up w

hile I'm falling down

Deeper, it seems

Every time that I turn around, y

ou're playing me good

Keep changing the mood, 

And I understood

The game is what we're playing

But, girl, you've got me saying t

hings I've been delaying

With my heart on my sleeve

It's not easy for me, t

o make me believe,

That something like you exists f

or someone like me

I don't quite know how to react

Right now

And I'm forced to face the fact

I can fall down, down, down

Deeper it seems

Without any ground

As hard as that is

Nothing can compare to the feeling you give

Baby's got me winding up while I'm falling down

Deeper, it seems

Every time that I turn around, you're playing me good

Keep changing the mood, And I understood

The game is what we're playing

But, girl, you've got me saying things I've been delaying

With my heart on my sleeve

It's not easy for me, to make me believe,

That something like you exists for someone like me

Nothing Left

Nothing Left

Nothing Left

Nothing left to go by

Nothing else to see

All that's left is just the memory

Of you and me

I'm struggling

Hard to breathe

Nothing left to live for

Nothing else  to say

No one left to tell me

where to run away

Come back to me

Come back to me

It's been so hard to live alone without you

Remembering life when you're gone

Without you

My world collides

With you in mind

Nothing left to show me

Nothing else to learn

Sick of wasting energy

It's not what I deserve

Come back to me

Come back to me

I'm living in a wasteland

Just thinking about you

Wondering if I'm still the girl

who fell in love with you

It's horrible to feel this way

Tell me how to ease the pain

It's not easy when you've gone away

I'm still getting over you 'cos there's

Nothing left to go by

Nothing else to see

All that's left is just the memory

Of you and me

I'm struggling

Hard to breathe

And this is not the life I chose to live

I could choose to hurt, instead I give

Come back to me

Come back to me

It's been so hard to live alone without you

Remembering life when you're gone

Without you

My world collides

With you in mind

'cos there's...

Nothing left to go by

Nothing else to see

All that's left is just the memory

Of you and me

Struggling

Hard to breathe

Come back to me

Come back to me

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2. How does it happen?

How does it happen?

HOW DOES IT HAPPEN?

How does what happen? True love? It doesn't...

Why? Because it develops over time...

There's just no other way for it to 'just happen'.

Scoff all you want, but you'll never find yourself falling into love someone just because they brought back your heel from that dance last night. Prince charming is just part of a fairy tale...

That's not to say he's fictional. This guy can certainly just waltz his way into your life without warning, yet you may not even realize he already exists in your life (for those who can't seem to think outside this fairy tale box)! This same scenario goes for guys and gays, but they don't have a Disney reference yet (wink).

This concept applies to everyone.

True love is not a feeling of mere lust, like most individuals seem to assume... Yeah, you are attracted to an individual physically, but this person's intellect is what REALLY connects you both indefinitely... And how do you get to understand someone else's intellect? Only by communication -- which, by the way, can only be performed through the essence of time...

What I'm basically saying is that you need to spend time with someone in order to see if they're intellectually compatible with you. It's just like how you make a new friend. Seriously, think about it... This is how we make friends with people, by sharing our thoughts!

True love is based off a friendship because this type of [friendship] relationship is built off trust and communication. If you make a keen observation at all of your close friendships, there is a certain level of trust that you have with every person individually. Some levels are low, and other levels of trust can soar into places so far that you would entrust this individual with your life and never pass any doubt over this decision because he/she is so close to you.

This is true love!

Yes, I just said true love exists with your very closest friends and family. However, there is a fine line between your relationship to an individual mentally and physically versus your relationship with a friend or family... This feeling of true love is you wanting to spend the rest of your life and almost every waking moment joined with this person for eternity. But how do you get to that stage in the relationship?

There's no step-by-step process. It's all seemingly random, yet things fall into place when you are with this person and those random events seem sensible when this person is present in your life. There's no way I can tell you exactly how true love happens because every coupling relationship is different... Everything varies, and I certainly don't have the authority to govern everyone's love lives. However, I can tell you the basis of how it happens:

You can't fall in love with someone by staring at them across the room.

Stories of My Past

Stories of My Past

Stories of my past

Meet with people of my present

I'm stuck here in a limbo

but I don't fear or regret it

It's you to me

And it's your inner grace

It's the way you move

And I can feel

you're worth the wait

Worth the trouble

Worth that struggle

But I don't know what to do

because you don't want to cuddle

It's a childish feeling

And it won't go away

What I feel towards you

What I feel each passing day

It's hurting me more

Knowing you won't stay...

And knowing you won't say

That you know what we could be

So...

I write about my past

to the people of my present

I'm stuck here in a limbo

but I don't fear or regret it

I am living to move on

To move on and stay strong

But the stories of my past make me feel

Like I won't belong

The future here, my friends gone

Me left alone to face what I've become

It's a childish feeling

And it won't go away

What I feel towards you

and what I feel each passing day

It's a bit hard, knowing the fight

Knowing the struggle

But I'm feeling alright

Knowing you're waiting somewhere

Waiting for that cuddle

Take me in your arms

You'll see it's warmer than that warmth

But it's a childish feeling

And it won't go away

What I feel towards you

and what I feel each passing day

The future here, my friends gone

Me left alone to face what I've become

The future here, my friends gone

Me left alone to face what I've become

So...

I write about my past

to the people of my present

I'm stuck here in a limbo

but I don't fear or regret it

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Hands of Time

Hands of Time

Wish I could turn back the hands of time,

Maybe then I'd find out the reason why

You're not mine

For all the years I've spent trying, dying

Wondering if it's worth the fight

I'm not lying

Or maybe this is the way it was meant to be

Maybe I'm the classic sucker

Falling hopelessly

I can't seem to keep a guard built

A fortress wall

To repel the guilt

The hurt and the pain

The shame that's been caused

I wonder if it was even worth it all

But I shouldn't

Never should really think of it that way

Because I don't regret

No, not to this day

I loved you so much and everything we had

I loved it all, babe

And I swear I meant nothing bad

You were great

And we were great

There's nothing I would change

No matter how much I had to suffocate

Battles gone

We're waging wars

I sometimes wonder

What was it like before

Before we grew vile

Before we got numb

Before the pain and suffering

And the feeling that comes

When we shout

When we cry

When we're out and about

And we feel the need to die

But we can't

We won't survive

This feeling I have

Takes the life I can't revive

I'm sorry for whatever I've caused

I'm sorry for anything you've lost

I'm sorry for how the way I've been

Towards you, towards everything

Maybe if I turn back the hands of time

Maybe then I'd find out the reason you're not mine

But I don't need that

I don't need those powers

I don't need the reminder of what I lost

Of what was once ours

I'm still sorry for everything

Even if you forgive me

Because I can't replace the hurt

I can only start with a new beginning

All of it, with you, here

If you were only here to start

But since you're not...

Because you're not really here...

I'm glad you're in a better place

While I'm here, stuck with the fear

Of never loving again...

Of never losing again

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough

But I'm glad you're able to love again

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I Can Be Yours

I Can Be Yours

Down the road, I saw something

Something like you, Something like me

Down the street, Meant to be

Just us two, We felt free

I can be the wind you breathe

The kind that sweeps you off your feet

I can be your shooting star

Just to be right where you are

I can be yours

As long as you'll be mine

I can be yours…

Just as long as you'll be mine

it's the little things

that's all i need

just some from you

and some from me

if i could speak

if i could move

i would walk over to you

i would say hi, a little hello

how do you do?

i'm just your average joe

i saw you here, and i saw your face

how could we meet in such a place?

forgive me, i know

i know it's too soon

your beauty, it glows

more than the moon

but you know, i can't help it

you make me swoon

please, let me get to know you

I can be the wind you breathe

The kind that sweeps you off your feet

I can be your shooting star

Just to be right where you are

I can be yours

As long as you'll be mine

I can be yours…

Just as long as you'll be mine

Mine, mine

All mine

Please have me till the end of time

Mine, mine

All mine

Please have me, I want you mine

I can be yours

As long as you'll be mine

I can be yours

I'll stay till the end of time

But alas,

you know

this couldn't work

it's just a show

I've loved and I have lost

More than you know

Paid more than the cost

But you'll never know

It's sad but it's true

I saw something..

Something like me

Something like you

And what we have, it's overdue

But I'm not fit for someone like you

Mine, mine

All mine

Please have me till the end of time

Mine, mine

All mine

But I don't think that this is right

Mine, mine

All mine

Please have me till the end of time

Mine, mine

All mine

I couldn't be yours

while you could be mine

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Like I Am So Alive

Like I Am So Alive

Your soft lips and

Light up eyes

Make me feel like I am so alive

So alive and So divine

How on Earth could I make you mine?

Girl, that

Million dollar smile

Yeah, girl, go

Make it worth my while

Stay with me tonight...

And we'll go on and on like the river called Nile

Yeah,

Staying close, you stay with me

Take off your clothes

Too much to breathe

Your soft skin

And light up eyes

Make me feel like I am so alive

So alive and

So divine

How on Earth could I make you mine?

So alive and

So divine

How on Earth could I make you mine?

(Girl) Stay with me

Until the end of time

uh, Tonight

Maybe forever, yeah

Let's make this last together, yeah

Love, it is so blind, man

Make you feel like it's unreal, sublime, and

Make you dizzy, make your head spin

Such a mess you don't know what you got yourself into

So lost you don't know what to do

But wait,

Just wait.

It's love,

Don't hesitate

Make your stomach turn,

Your heart ache

You see the purpose

of the long wait

There's no excuse

to run away

'cos love will find you

despite dismay

And finder's keepers

Can I play?

I need a moment

to drift away

It's here with you

My heart aches

It paints to leave

Can I stay?

Your soft lips

And light up eyes

Make me feel like I am so alive

So alive and So divine

How on Earth could I make you mine?

So alive and 

So divine

How on Earth could I make you mine?

So deep, it makes my head spin

And it burns

Fire from within

(burn, burn, burn)

So alive and So divine

How on Earth could I make you mine?

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Unworldly Kiss

Tired of all the hype and sounds

I'm feeling pressure all around myself

And I can barely feel the ground

Below, I try to understand

But continue to show

Signs that undermine

My state of mind

You're intertwined in all of this

Unworldly kiss

A kiss of bliss

Still tasting it

Your hips, those lips

I try to free myself,

let go of all the shame I had, I know

It's hard to fear the same way too

I had a second thought

Who knew?

The world would try to keep changing me

and I could see the change in me

My mother, please forgive me

For sins I could have blatantly

Avoided

The world, exploited

Down to the nitty,

Gritty

Let me breathe it in

I want to feel this city

Take me, and every

Word from me

Break me into tears I say

The skies,

they turn from blue to grey

But Still I stay

In this world

Despite the dismay

And you can venture in

To tell me how you've lived alone

But I can tell you one thing

I've come to call my own

And I can say it's fine

All Mine

I'm tired of being home,

But when you say the time's just right,

I want to take you home

Keep me in your thoughts

  

You'll see

We're simply meant to be this free

We've tried so hard to understand

but nothing gives enough to breathe

Show me love

and show me light

as I fall into your arms tonight

I want to feel your breath

Moonlight

And you, in all of this

Skin tight

Brush up those thighs

Kiss those lips

Another one,

Unworldly kiss

Take me as I am

You'll see

That you belong as a part of me

We end the night

With words so warm

I stay with you

throughout the storm

Pressure,

Never.

I want to be with you for Now and for ever-

More

I have what's good and

In store for you

So give me love

And show me light

I want to rule your world tonight

Love so lost

Yet no pity found

Beneath the sheets

You lie confound

Skin so soft

Can barely speak

These feelings for you

Leave me feeling so weak

Hold you down

As you lift me up

Keep breathing, Keep breathing

As we rise above

And it's fine,

All Mine

Your presence is divine

And so is this...

So much of this:

Provide another,

One... Unworldly kiss

The Balloon

The Balloon

I'm falling in and out of consciousness

I wonder how it got to this

I'm scared and very out of it

I hope that I can overcome

I'm terrified, I'm so alive

I think of you

and I want to die

What is this feeling?

Why, oh why?

The heat inside me

It goes up, and it Rises

Rising

Higher and higher

The more that I see you

The more that we talk

The more that I hear you

Higher and higher

The balloon can go

The more that I see

The less that I know

I try and I try

The more that I see you

The more that we talk

The more that I hear you

I try and I try

but I can't let you go

The more that I find

The less that it shows

I'm seeing doubles in my vision and I

can't get control of it

I'm tired of standing up in this position

Can't you just let go of it?

No, you see

You're just living in a fantasy

Living the life of hypocrisy

Tear apart your midnight dreams

and spill out all of it, everything

I can't.

I can't.

I can't.

You can.

I can't.

I can't.

I can't.

You did.

You spilled.

You tore.

You lied.

You soared.

You broke,

you wept

you screamed

as you slept...

Wake up from a dream of conception

You visit me, and I feel the deception

In every word, I can hear the dismay

Why do you torment me this way?

Higher and higher

The more that I see you

Higher and higher

The more that we talk

Higher and higher

The balloon goes

The more that I see

The less that I know