Thursday, July 12, 2012

The Balloon

The Balloon


I'm falling in and out of consciousness
I wonder how it got to this
I'm scared and very out of it
I hope that I can overcome

I'm terrified, I'm so alive
I think of you
and I want to die
What is this feeling?
Why, oh why?
The heat inside me
It goes up, and it Rises
Rising

Higher and higher
The more that I see you
The more that we talk
The more that I hear you

Higher and higher
The balloon can go
The more that I see
The less that I know

I try and I try
The more that I see you
The more that we talk
The more that I hear you

I try and I try
but I can't let you go
The more that I find
The less that it shows

I'm seeing doubles in my vision and I
can't get control of it
I'm tired of standing up in this position
Can't you just let go of it?
No, you see
You're just living in a fantasy
Living the life of hypocrisy

Tear apart your midnight dreams
and spill out all of it, everything

I can't.


I can't.


I can't.


You can.

I can't.

I can't.

I can't.

You did.

You spilled.

You tore.

You lied.

You soared.

You broke,

you wept

you screamed

as you slept...

Wake up from a dream of conception
You visit me, and I feel the deception
In every word, I can hear the dismay
Why do you torment me this way?

Higher and higher
The more that I see you
Higher and higher
The more that we talk
Higher and higher
The balloon goes
The more that I see
The less that I know





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